worked opening today.

actually able to go back on time.

lazy to go back.

stayed up and talked to fiza.

the both of us felt the same way.

heart pain.

hais..

well..

last wed 11feb

not working!

but still went back to store aft driving lesson for crew orientation training.

which last for at 1hr nia.

damn bo liao lor.

tats y i dont like to go back store for anything liao.

asked fiza out for movie.

asked bobbie along too since he finished work at 8pm.

we watched underworld.

best lahh~!

haa.

home sweet home aft movie.

12feb thu

not working again!

slp till 2plus in the afternoon!

lols.

den went for driving lesson at 1625 to 1805.

den booked my test date!

its on 11may!

wish me luck k?!

hees.

=p

den at night went dbl o with nina.

ya we ended up at dbl o instead of dxo!

miscommunication!!

haa.

somehow i got feeling i'll meet him there.

sixth sense ba.

coz he's a very active clubber!

but still im shocked to see him!

ya i met haffis there!

lols!

=DD

well at the end of the day.

im tired~

and oso i felt that nina had changed.

im worried abt her.

my goon du friend.

hais..

):

13feb fri

friday the 13th!!

ohh my~

better be careful.

haa.

not working for consecutively 3days!

morning morning went temple bai bai with my mother, cousin and relatives.

for my aunt's death anniversary.

time flies.

which mean that they had misunderstood me for a yr le.

till now we nv had a single gathering since den.

hais.

):

14feb sat

happy valentine's day!

(:

worked opening.

supposed to be happy.

but plan were spoilt last min.

not angry.

but im just damn sad.

hais.

):

15feb sun

met dear early in the morning at amk aft his driving lesson.

den we went to marina barrage!

hees.

scenery there is nice.

its will be much more nicer if without all those construction.

haha.

interesting place with all those environmental thingy.

(:

den we went to airport at night.

its a very special feeling to see aeroplane just above my head.

i shouted on the road!

lols.

and i saw 1 of my pri sch guy friend working at airport.

shocked!

first glance i saw him.

felt familar.

looked again.

ohh its him!

i think his name is kelvin.

forget liao lah.

haa.

thanks my dear for everything.

i love you!

happy valentine's day!

(:

16feb mon

today!

worked opening.

tot can go back home on time.

but teresa came.

argh~

so i went home ard 6plus.

kinda tired.

but im gonna finish up my beanie schedule b4 i slp.

tmr opening too.

(:

am i over too sensative?

i just dont like that feeling.

wat did u promise b4 u left?

and see wat u're doing now?

are u really tat busy until.... ...?

hais.

im sad.

im dissapointed.

im abit angry.

but pls pls pls..

dont let me hate u k?

coz i really dont wish to.

will our next week movie outing for pink panther 2 success?

seriously shit~

i really missed those days working with u.

damn missed those times we all joked.

i really wished to tell u every single thing happened.

but u're no longer belong to us.

dont noe whether will u still be interested?

will u think im irritating when i tell u?

hais..

im so so so sad.

who will be my listening ear?

mon did closing.

was so damn restless.

coz i off for 2 days den aft tat go back work is always like tat.

argh~

but still of coz i forced myself to finish up all the necessary work.

not anyhow de hor!

haa.

ytd did closing too.

but with fadz.

coz to look aft him as he is still not tat familar.

i did my schedule at the same time.

i was so happy with myself.

coz i completed my schedule within the 9hrs time frame.

minus away my break, chatting, slacking and helped up fadz abit.

left with 6plus hrs nia when i seriously doing my work.

lols.

good job!

hope every week will be this way.

save time!

(:

this morning went driving lesson.

hmm.

dunno y am i nervous today.

not enough slp?

coz ytd closing mah.

haa.

but overall still alright lah.

tmr another lesson!

(:

nina gave me wrong info.

this thurs is gg to dxo not dbl o.

yupp im gg.

well im gg is not for clubbing or anything.

i just wana meet up nina for a talk.

thru phone she kept on telling me tat she alright.

but i noe tat she's not as happy as b4.

maybe she just dont wana let me worry ba.

and i scolded her for not telling me!

i asked her am i not her friend?!

at the same time i oso called up another goondu friend of us.

junaina!

i still joked with she asked her tot she forgot me alr!

lols.

she claimed tat she's busy with work.

well..

who's working but not busy with work de?

i oso wana work but not busy.

once a while catch up with old friends lah.

i really cant rmb when is the last time i met junaina.

1yr plus ago when i left kallang?

no no no..

last yr mgrs d&d we went tgt..

jan or feb ba..

i think shld be since den ba.

even tat time she admitted to hospital i oso nv go visit her.

so bad ahh me.

coz nina's schedule and mine crushed.

hmm.

and one very impt thing tat nina and me can forget!!

junaina's bdae on 2feb!!

the both of us and TOTALLY forget abt it~!!

omg~

this thurs we gonna discuss wat to get for her.

this yr mgrs d&d dates out!

17mar and 19mar!!

gg to ARENA at clarke quay.

which i dunno where the hell it is.

haas.

of coz we did not forget haffis.

immediately i called up haffis to ask him go on 19mar.

yup we all gg tgt.

fadz, pooja, MIEE, francis and haffis!!

i asked kuyah dennis to go on tat day too!

hee!

im so looking forward to it!!

DINNER n DANCE~!!

w0o0o~

=DD

came back from driving lesson!

well satisfied with myself.

consider did a good job today.

hee.

=p

next lesson on wed.

(:

yup msged nina asked her when are we gg to meet up.

well she asked me out on this thur.

to dbl o.

raidah's 21st bdae.

argh~

dbl o again?

i wana go!

but sth is just stopping me.

hais..

someone once asked me.

am i happy?

i said i am.

and i asked y did u asked me tat?

the reply i got was..

coz i seems like being controlled and being stopped doing quite a number of things tat i love to do.

hmm...

(:

k gtg!

prepare for work!

=D

went bai nian with mother and bro at noon.

den meet dear to go bai tai sui at bedok.

although i nv cong or fan tai sui this yr.

i just bai for ping an.

hee.

den aft tat we went tampines mall.

watched wedding game.

lols it funny!

yup first time.

(:

met apit, kambeng and raidah.

talked awhile.

den got to noe tat my goondu friend nina and monster broke up.

omg~

my friend my friend..

gonna meet her up one of these days if possible.

wana go slp le.

tmr morning 0830 got driving lesson.

nights all~

ytd worked opening.

aft 12pm to 2pm the ** mcvalue lunch.

so busy and tired le.

no one can help me to do ordering.

still rmb got one friday i worked opening too.

haffis came in at 2pm.

i 'bullied' him and asked him helped me do ordering.

lols.

now is aqing.

cant be bothered to talk more to him.

forget it so i did ordering myself aft the busy hrs.

by right i finish work at 430pm.

but i've to wait for fadz till 530pm den i can handover to him.

freak schedule.

haas.

nvm lah.

but i have to thanks james u noe!

he gave me ALL sundays off!

actually tmr i suppose to work M shift till 6pm de.

den i asked james whether i can change with bee to do opening instead till 4pm.

den he went back to amend the schedule.

he let me go off and he worked M shift!

wah wat a nice boss.

i told fiza abt this.

den she oso says tat maybe james noe how impt sundays are to me.

thank you boss!!

=D

ytd night finally met dear aft 2weeks!!

really miss him soooo much!

hee!

=p

thanks for drying up my 'tears of happiness'.

im real fortunate.

im so looking forward to our future!

(:

*loves ("v")

today no work.

no event.

no plan.

but i dont mind lah.

can do my work.

coz i owe my boss quite a number of work havent complete!

=x

when is our renuion dinner?

ytd went out with dila.

met her at ubi almost 4pm.

had our breakfast-cum-lunch.

den we head towards marina square.

not for work.

but for our mission!

haas.

we went for fish spa and shoulder massage.

my leg is smoother aft the fish spa!

and i really felt so relaxed aft the shoulder massage!

worth it!

for sure i'll go back again!

at times we really need to pamper ourselves.

(:

aft our fish spa and shoulder massage.

we went to suntec.

and dila bought a pair of high heels.

i chose it for her!

its nice ok!

but for some reasons i did not buy it.

den we walked over to bugis.

and we bought ourselves some make up accesories.

slacked awhile.

home sweet home~

hmm yup i enjoyed gg out and shopping with her.

found another shopping kaki.

but..

i still felt sad.

coz i dunno for wat reasons.

dils and fiza quarrelled.

may sounds childish.

but seriously the both of them have not been talking each other for abt a week already.

i kept on asking dila wat happened.

she refused to tell me.

she says she'll tell me when she's ready.

den on fiza's side.

she just told me she dunno wat happened.

hais i dunno lah.

the both of them has been friends for 5yrs.

im sad for them y are they behaving like this.

aren't they suppose to treasure friends?

perhaps my thinking and theirs are diff ba.

argh!

i just noe tat im in a diff position.

):

today worked opening.

so boring.

working with hypocrites.

just realised working with her is oso bored.

hais.

i dont care lah.

as long as i do my job.

(:

i just feel so not right these few days.

hais.

hope and pray everything gonna to be fine.

wahh very long nv blog le..

so busy for eveything.

let me recall wat i had done for the past mth~

13jan

i supposed to finish work at 6pm.

but 4plus i went off liao.

not i eat snake.

since i had finished doing my schedule.

and haffis came to marina to visit us and some other purpose.

and fadz had finished work.

forgotten who is the one who suggest to go out.

fadz and me acc haffis to supreme court to settle his bike case.

haa 'thanks' to him coz i get to see the 'real' court building.

if not i only get to see it on tv.

lols.

den we ate somewhere ard clarke quay.

i kema made fun by both of them.

im used to it le lah.

haa.

den we took nel to dhoby.

went shopping at ps.

yup got fiza's bdae present at sk.

bought her a necklace.

coz she lost her's some time ago.

den we walked past a dounut shop.

fadz disturbed the ppl there!

lols =D

den we walked down orchard road.

all the way to far east plaza.

at the end of the day den we 3 realised we had walked THAT far.

and we're tired.

not tired of walking or tired of aft work.

we're tired of laughing the whole day.

haha!! =D

14jan

went driving lessons frm 830am to 12pm.

den went to work at 3pm

(:

15jan

dear came to pick me up during noon time.

den i acc him for his dental appointment.

he sent me home aft tat.

den i met fiza, fadz and haffis at ps.

yup finally its the party night!

we watched om bak 2 before we head towards dbl o.

had so much fun and jokes the whole night.

i really enjoyed myself with them.

=DD

its fun to go clubbing with them.

but pls!

dont always ask me go k?

im not a clubbing person.

but i dont mind going clubbing 'once in the blue moon'

(:

18jan

changed shift with bee and i finished work at 4pm.

dear came and fetched me!

its been so long ever since he last fetched me from work.

):

ya he came and we went bugis.

we went temple for prayers first.

den we head towards bugis street and bugis junction for his cny shopping.

hee.

had our meal at yoshi.

den we went to cosy bay.

yup one of my fav hang out with him.

and we had some talkings.

his words really made me felt so loved and my heart melts.

thanks dear!

(:

19jan

went driving lessons from 830 am to 12 pm.

den went to work at 330pm.

hais that's the day tat i felt betrayed.

by someone who i so trust at work.

i really cant get over it.

y she must so that to me?

im so sad till..

i cried in the toilet.

but on the other hand.

im glad to met great friend at work.

like haffis.

he noes that im damn sad over that issue.

he came over to marina aft his work at forum.

he came to talk to me.

to 'consel' me.

i appreciate it.

thanks friend.

i'll always rmb wat u've told me.

yup aft this.

i had learnt a lesson.

(:

20jan

im so sad over the issue happened the day before.

i've asked fiza and dila to acc me to ecp aft work.

to have someone to talk to felt so great.

thanks girls~

(:

haffis put me plane coz he watched his 'obama show' till slp.

freak lahh him~

22jan

went driving lesson from 830am to 1010am.

dear came to picked me up ard noon time.

to acc him for his medical appointment.

the last day i met my dear before i go to msia for cny

):

23jan

worked opening.

last day i worked before i go msia for my cny leave.

kuyah attached to marina!

so long ever since i last worked with him.

miss him!

glad to hear him saying 'ohh i miss marina square'

at least we're still being missed by him!

haa.

on that night.

i went msia for cny.

(:

24jan - 27jan

days at msia.

happy to see all my aunties and uncles.

enjoyed the times spent playing with all my nieces and nephews.

watching fireworks like nobody business for continuous 2hrs.

isn't it wonderful?

hee.

=p

got my hair permed by my cousin again.

satisfied.

(:

28jan

on the way back to sg.

reached sg abt 7pm.

went to see doctor straight away.

due to stomach upset.

-_-

i suspect should be i ate too much cockles the day before!

lols.

29jan

went marina for management meeting at 3pm.

den had dinner at swensens.

haffis and kuyah was invited.

but so sad kuyah did not attend due to he's busy with his new store.

aft dinner fadz, haffis and me slacked awhile.

before we went off.

fadz and me was wondering y haffis is like keeping secrets frm us?

haiya watever it is.

since he dont wana tell us.

both of us oso cant be bothered.

haa.

30jan

went to nabit meeting at west coast park at 230pm.

ends abt 5pm

and im working graveyard.

went back to store and wait for dila.

we had our dinner at kfc.

and we went to watch chingay!

its so nice!

and FUN!

lols =D

the both of us went to work at 11pm instead of 1030pm.

coz we wants to finish watching the show!

=p

31jan

we went to wacthed chingay again!

haffis joined us too.

i met him first for dinner ard 730pm.

dila came ard 8plus.

yes same we enjoyed watching.

hmm i think itsthe first time i watched chingay at live.

for free somemore!

but have to squeeze with ppl lah.

haa.

went off to work ard 9plus.

cant be late coz james working graveyard too.

=p

1feb

so sad tat still cant meet my dear.

):

coz i went bai nian with my mother.

den had dinner at crystal jade xiao long bao at suntec.

den we walked over to the river angbao at floating stadium.

2feb

worked 11am to 8pm.

aft work went suntec braun buffel.

to acc fiza buy wallet.

den when we reached.

there's a white wristlet caught my eye!

aft fiza had paid for her wallet.

i cant resist temptation.

i bought the white wristlet that caught my eye.

=p

felt guilty.

but i like it!

(:

3feb

today!

worked 9am to 6pm.

haffis had planned to go for galleria for half priced waffle.

tgt with fadz and pooja.

but fadz last minute got his own plan.

so haffis' plan was cancelled last minute.

den i went home at 8pm.

tmr not working.

but still dunno gg out or not.

if not gg out.

actually is a good thing for me too.

coz im lack of slp ever since the day i did graveyard till now.

yawns~

well its quite sad tat jiemei renuion dinner has been postphoned to dunno when.

ya i understand is real difficult to get altogether.

everyone has their own schedules own work own activities.

hope its postphone but eventually its still on.

(:

i really dont care how ppl look at me.

even my closest ppl oso says abt it.

the more you ppl says abt it.

the more i wana prove you all ppl wrong.

perhaps i might need to thanks to those ppl.

coz they made me more determined to work towards my goal.

(: